New Light

Tearing out pages in my notebook to symbolize changing my past, I’ve decided the reality I’m living is not the one I want anymore. It takes a little more than just wishful thinking to time travel to the past. So with all my might I finally get up the nerve and strength and fight and fight and fight some more. I don’t want to die today. I don't want to live this way, so I’ll take my destiny in my own hands. Without a real plan I take a step in a direction I haven’t tried yet. This is the definition of dramatic... This step, I chose not to go left, I chose right, right into a new life. Smoke in my distance because of how fast I’m going. In my old reality there was no way of knowing. On this journey I experienced the release of fear and the takeover of love. Real love. I saw the face of God on snowcapped mountains and heard the voices of guardian angels. At times I didn’t think my heart could contain the beauty. some sights being overwhelming as it engulfed my soul and essence and brought my life to the present it would seem the past was erased as the taste of god’s perfection. Under his protection this is my confession: if I would of died from all that I experienced, what a good death it would have been. I would gladly relive this life a million times to experience the beauty over and over again. I never knew grace on this level, to go back… to go back now? Naw I won’t even think like that. My existence is forever changed. This new life is to blame. If I can maintain this vibration in a year’s time I will reach a revelation. A true separation from somebody that I used to know, from somebody that refused to grow, from someone who was scared to let his light show. Halleluiah, the highest praise because I am truly blessed to have been lifted out of the slums that I once called home. Thankful to be carried out and shown a new light, a new way of life. This state or greater than I shall remain if it’s written.