New Light

Tearing out pages in my notebook to symbolize changing my past, I’ve decided the reality I’m living is not the one I want anymore. It takes a little more than just wishful thinking to time travel to the past. So with all my might I finally get up the nerve and strength and fight and fight and fight some more. I don’t want to die today. I don't want to live this way, so I’ll take my destiny in my own hands. Without a real plan I take a step in a direction I haven’t tried yet. This is the definition of dramatic... This step, I chose not to go left, I chose right, right into a new life. Smoke in my distance because of how fast I’m going. In my old reality there was no way of knowing. On this journey I experienced the release of fear and the takeover of love. Real love. I saw the face of God on snowcapped mountains and heard the voices of guardian angels. At times I didn’t think my heart could contain the beauty. some sights being overwhelming as it engulfed my soul and essence and brought my life to the present it would seem the past was erased as the taste of god’s perfection. Under his protection this is my confession: if I would of died from all that I experienced, what a good death it would have been. I would gladly relive this life a million times to experience the beauty over and over again. I never knew grace on this level, to go back… to go back now? Naw I won’t even think like that. My existence is forever changed. This new life is to blame. If I can maintain this vibration in a year’s time I will reach a revelation. A true separation from somebody that I used to know, from somebody that refused to grow, from someone who was scared to let his light show. Halleluiah, the highest praise because I am truly blessed to have been lifted out of the slums that I once called home. Thankful to be carried out and shown a new light, a new way of life. This state or greater than I shall remain if it’s written.

Queen to Be <3

Single and yet my heart was attached to an idea that hadn’t yet manifest. Many poems, such as this, have been written in your absence. Many moments in dream time have been dreamt like this. Once upon a time in this perfect creation we created life that took on its own manifestation. Who’s to say we’re not still dreaming only waiting for the time we wake up? Wouldn’t that make you want to throw caution to the wind and try out this thing that started within. Beautiful music screams from your soul inviting me to help compose. Who knows the art that will unfold? I walk with no expectations so there can be no contradictions. I prefer to express the truth anyhow. Pardon me for a moment again this will only take a second, I require your full attention for what I’m about to mention. Separated from that life that chose to ignore the light of a queen, I’ve steeped inside that very same light to find true meaning. I see walls up and I know the reasons but my presence is to symbolize the end of that season. See now its spring, the time God makes all things new. I’m not here to play around; I’m here to be a king to you. I’ve been warned not to bullshit when your hearts screams in my direction, seeing that I won’t settle for less you seem to be my reflection. Your worth is what I want. Forgive me if I’m being to blunt, but feel the things these eyes have seen and behold your beauty, a marvelous thing. I mean, the manifestation of the very same dream that I pushed aside as never happening is greeting me on the other end to behold, all this puts me in my zone and now I have to work for what’s unknown. But automatically, magically I already know what to do and know what to say as if I wrote this story or seen the play yesterday, many others stood in this place and chose to leave this position in disarray. How unfortunate those of little faith. I don’t mind earning another crown as I already know I’m a king. Ill conquer those blocks and walls and you will be my queen.